earthykitty: (Well fuck...)
2012-01-05 04:24 am

T minus 1 hour and counting

Holy shit, I leave for the airport in an hour.

I've been waiting for this moment for years, and now I'm fucking terrified. I want to have an awesome time and learn and everything, but I'm going to miss everyone so much too. Still, it's not forever, and it's not like I won't be able to contact any of you. It's just now hitting me how far I'm going away and how long I'm going to be somewhere without being able to see some of you anytime I want.

Of course, I'm still going. Once I get past customs in Japan, I'll be ok. Hell, I'l probably be fine once I'm actually on the flight to Japan. Hopefully, I won't be missing the flight like last time I went. (Our flight to Chicago was over an hour late, and our flight to Japan had gone without us.) Still, I had been in a group that time, and Sensei knew how to work around it and get us all on the same flight.

Anyway, I have to go wake up my mom, pack last minute things, and get ready to go.

I'll miss you all! Pleaase don't expect me online within the next 48 hours or so.
earthykitty: (Cuddles)
2011-12-31 12:54 pm

Mind Dump

My brain is full and is in need of proper dumping, which for you guys means a wall of random text with little order. Feel free to skip.

Holidays should be anxiety-free. )