Mind Dump

Dec. 31st, 2011 12:54 pm
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My brain is full and is in need of proper dumping, which for you guys means a wall of random text with little order. Feel free to skip.

I guess I'll just start where my brain is right now. I should just keep this part in my sleep-log, but whatever. I don't really have any fucks to give at the moment.

Sleep was like a ninja last night. I'd get so close to it, and then it would dodge out of the way and my brain would be full of stressful and often useless things to think about. I'd still be in bed if my anxiety hadn't woke me up this morning like it has been for the past few days.

I'm stopping back at home to pick up the Wii for tonight. I'm not really looking forward to going to my parent's house today...or ever, but it's something I have to face sooner or later. At least this time it's just going to be in and out. Thanks to Stella and Wolfie, they'll make sure my parents don't hold me up and do something stupid.

I've also got to remember to pick up my medication today. I don't think I'll be getting the full three-months worth, but hopefully I can just bring in my paperwork for Nanzan and get that taken care of without too much trouble. Once I have it, I know my stress will drop considerably.

I wanted to study Japanese during break. I've got Kanji to memorize and stuff like that, but thanks to my parents, that was just impossible. I feel like I'm going to run into a wall when I get to Japan, and I have a feeling I won't be able to test into the right level of Japanese. Life just keeps roundhouse-kicking me in the face, and I just haven't been able to make time for anything like this thanks to the mountain of stress I've been given. I'm lucky I can think straight let alone study a different language.

There's also the issue of getting to the airport. I'd love to have my friends come see me off, but I really really don't want any of them to come into contact with my parents. I see it as a cruel and unusual punishment that anyone has to deal with them, and that their existence alone is a threat to humanity.

At least tonight looks promising though. After picking up the Wii, I hope we can stop somewhere real quick and maybe pick up some champaign or at least some sparkling juice of some sort. Tonight will be filled with Mario, possibly some other crazy games, laughter, and a hint of booze. It's nice to have something to look forward to other than leaving the country. I'm excited about Japan, but I know I'll be missing a lot of the people and things here too.

Hot chocolate was definitely the right choice to make this morning....afternoon....whatever. It's amazing how the sweet taste of chocolate can make things seem a little more bearable. Of course, having the Llama sitting next to me and seeing the Wolfie soon also helps. ^_^

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